A Cup Of Tea For Everyone
3:50 p.m. 2003-11-12
Well, I just read all of Tyanas entrys for the day. I really liked the one about a 20 dollar bill. Ive heard it before from somewhere, but now when I read it, it meant more then what it did before. And if I was in your class, I wouldve talked to you! I always see you in the halls, and I always tell myself Im gonna say 'hey' or anything, but I cant. Im not good with just talking to people.. Ill come around sooner or later...

I read Hollys diary too, bout C.T. and she told me she told him she wrote about him in her diary. haha. I wanna see who this guy is. I think I know who shes talking bout, but Im not sure.. Anyways... I love you holly! And nothing will ever change between us, and I will ALWAYS be here for you no matter what, or no matter who hates you or is mad at you.

Today after school, Craig sat with me on the bus. A little weird, we didnt talk much though. But hes been like coming up to me soo much lately. Argh, as soon as I get my pathetic little self over his sorry ass, he starts talking to me again. Honestly, its better then nothing, but sometimes I wish he would just leave me alone. Im fine without him, and Im happy with Addison.

I havent written any poems in what seems like FOREVER! Ive just been reading, and reading, and reading. I read Annie's Baby and now Im reading Wild Magic. Also, Ive been reading the 5th Harry Potter book. Hah, I know, but I love them! I want the 3rd movie to come out!

Lately Ive been tired, and I think thats why Im starting to hallucinate. Im going insane. haha. really. Seeing things from lack of sleep. Yes, it does happen. Like today, I SWORE I saw somebody turn a corner, and so I followed, and when I turned, they werent there. And no doors were open, and no lights in the rooms were on, and there was NOWHERE to go! I ran down the hallway even, just cuz I was determined to find out who it was. But they just disappeared into thin air. And I keep thinking I see things next to me, or like animals or something, and Ill jerk my head, and its gone. People are gonna think Im paranoid (which I am) or I have a spasm problem (which I prolly do have). Oh well, Ill just go to bed earlier.. Riiight, like that will ever happen..

Well other than all of that, today was pretty uneventful.

Oh, Stephanie, I read your diary about your praying mantis, and it was a WONDERFUL entry. I used to have a spider in the corner of my bedroom window, and it would never move unless it was night. And I would sit and watch it, and I fed it tiny bugs, and it was purely amazing. Id sit there for hours, just watching it do its work. Then, it left, cuz it was gone. Now I have this HUGE spider outside my window. Its web is absolutely incredible. Its as big as my window, covering the whole thing. The spider just hangs there, until night, and then it starts weaving and repairing its web. Its amazing how such a small creature can do sumthing so incredible, and make a perfect web.

::sighs::

then || now